lost in the flowers

sometimes i wish everyone was in my mood, and feeling my vibes..
i wanna show it all to everyone.
cause its something i think everyone would love..
i feel like there is a lot, im not letting out.
a lot im not showing..
my soul, my body everything feels like a puzzle and
putting the pieces back together.
-i got a semi-journal so maybe now i can write/draw.

music, i drown in it.
its lyrics, its sound.
i love it.
i wanna share that too with everyone.
at what feeling so amazing can be like.
i wanna share everything.
but im scared.
you gotta find the right people to open up to.
i wanna find them.
i gotta let it out.
what everything is making me feel..

-forget the small talk.
i can almost type perfectly without looking and it makes me happy.
cause ive been trying since i was in the fifth grade.
"happy alone.."
thats another thing.
this makes no sense.

and i wanna write in ways that make sense.
-to not just me, but to everyone...

i feel like im running still...
so lay where your laying..
dont make a sound..