something died today.
a little piece of my inside, my soul feels like its in a net or something,
a certain part of me cannot breathe.. a certain part of me lost.
withered flowers april showers you want all that i am, i want all that you are.
im looking up at the sky, im drifting, floating and fading away.
the sun is out but im not, my eyes they wanna shut they wanna shut so tightly.
i sometimes wish i could pause this life,and walk all over it as if it were a map..
im trying to make sense of this senselessness, i wanna sleep beneath the trees, i wanna hear a good cd really loud. i think ill put my hair out today, and cry all over my pillow. tears running rapidly the beat just picked up. this is what i listen to on my way through the clouds, right before i fell. im just typing, typing and typing away. i wish i could sing, i wish i could write, id write so many songs, of how i want everything to be. i wanna curl up in a ball and stop my head from thinking. i dont know who exactly i think i am , but i think im confused about it. a piece of my body feels different right now. my insides feel like they are tangled. my head is mangled. ive got a long paper to write,,, i chose to write my story instead. im gone.
gone gone gone
and i still cant utter the words to get anything out right,.
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