I took your face and twisted it onto the body of a god, I looked at it there and it was still your face, and so it made me happy
I made you into my own personal project, I wanted to take you apart and put you back together, but I never got my chance I know I must leave the memory of your kiss back behind my eyelids. But I can't stop imagining it.


love this.,

cerrado

life its going in one lane,
my head in so many other directions.
i feel nothing lately.
i keep searching for something im not finding in my self
i on the inside wanna be free and happy.
but im grossed out by my personality and my body
and how i feel about myself.

im thinking of cutting my locks off right now.
well not doing it right now, but soon.
i know i cant let other people ruin it for me
but ive been hearing so much about them lately that
i wish i could just stay in and hibernate..

ive got the unconscious conciousness..
like im here but im not here.
i keep telling myself there are so few.
there are so few.

i wish i was far away watching the stars.
high.

too confused.

i cant even elaborate on what im thinking..
but im stoned, and content.
and life is alright.

there are soo many songs i wish i could just hear right now.
so many lines i wanna hear.

didnt sleep to well, tossed and turned a lot.
felt like so many things just kept on making noise.
im awake now, obviously, with the day half way there.
ive been thinking a lot about this place, i really wanna go to soon..
a place ive only been a time or two.
the images i continue to replay in my head,
the sky is blue, the day is kinda windy, there is a
big hill you have to walk down. til your at the beach with the coolest sand patterns.
(i dont know exactly what they're called)

i feel like i need to be there.
and perhaps draw.
draw emotion, near the ocean..
:)
painting sounds just as good.
like it would be really soothing, and mellow.
even a cool park with a nice view.

last night i thought i had a set perception of love.
then i kinda laughed at myself, cause that could never happen.

sundae.

here i am and all i wanna do is

let this creative side glow..
i am inspired,, ive got a lot of emotion.
cant wait to be outside.
being surounded by so many colors
makes me really happy. ive been having the craziest dreams still.
i laid today and thought for a while, there is so much i wanna do
and i cant let anything stop me from being me. and i dont
wanna keep talking, i really am determined to start doing.
i think i just figured something else out tonight, that makes me
really greatful.
life can be so sudden.

pink flowers,
recommended showers

times just arent the same.
i keep having these dreams
of places ive been to so many times before.
instead of dreams they feel more like
replayed moments that are gone.