psychologically yours

please dont let me feel like
i was nothing..
i dont deserve anything from you but please dont lie to me.
i cant get your face out of my mind.
nothing i can find replaces you
and this isnt fucking fair.
when i want you, you dont want me
when you wanted me, i didnt want you.
could we just meet at the right place
so we could be together and live.
happy
everyday waking up and not knowing
is making me feel like im losing you not gaining you.
i dont know how much longer i can do this to myself.
im drowning
im just a girl.

my muse

when youre feeling beautiful will you remember me?


I just want to let you know
My mind refuses to let you go
I wanna hypnotise you so
You will remember me

confrused

distraught and full.
losing myself in every direction that i try to attempt.
i need to get a hold of myself.
im getting lost in the sound.
finding myself at ease in the strangest ways

Cast your eye tears on to me
And I'll show you what you really need
Give too much attention
And I'll reflect your imperfections